My Friends...

I Write This For You Guys...

All Of You Were There When I Was In The Dirt, You Were always there when I was depressed. You Guys Always had me put a smile on my face, thats right, my smiles weren't fake when I was with yous. I always just put the bad shit behind me whenever I'm with you guys, you guys make my life complete, you give it a purpose, you make it worth living. I Will never Forget You guys.

So In Return;

I Will Run out of my own boundaries for you, I would do all of my effort to make you guys smile when you are down. I Will be the one you guys need to go to when your down in the dumps. I Will Do All I can to make your lives worth living and to see your smiles.


No Words can Describe how much I'm grateful to you guys,

Thank You
So Much <3


Liam
Jason
Lisa
Brenda
Hiep
Ethan
And So So Much More

Time Away...~

Sigh, Today's The Worst Day ever...

I Got My School Report, My Dad Blasted at me for it, it wasn't good to him.
And I Just Got Nothing To Seriously Feel Happy About...
I'm A Failure.

I Just Feel So Down, I Feel Like My Life Is Falling Apart, Like I Have No Purpose.
My Friends Aren't Helping Either, They're giving me shit at a time when I need to fucking cheer up, But they're making it worse.

I Seriously Think I'm All Alone Now...

Back To When I Was Young, I Never Had friends, I was Alone, I never felt love from my Parents, I never made any friends.

It Was A Time Of My Life Where I Felt Nothing But Loneliness..

Right Now..

I Just Want To Get Away, Start Fresh, Become a new person, Find people to love and to be loved by...

Trapped~

Why...

My Friends are just pricks, they just fucking think about themselves most of the time, and I have to put up with their shit or I have no friends at all...
My Family Are Worse, They Give Me So Much Shit, and I can't do anything but take it. Cause The Last Time I Didn't take it and fought back...Dad almost had a heart attack. And I Can't let that happen.

I Guess I'm Trapped In A World Of Pain and In A World Of Hurt...

What Can I Do?

Wish...

I Wish For Someone Who Is Similar To me, In personality.
I Wish For Someone With A Heart, Not A Cold Blooded Bitch.
I Wish For Someone To Notice my Serious Side.
I Wish For Someone To Not Take Advantage of My Nice Side.
I Wish For Someone To Understand
I Wish For Someone To Talk To Me When I Need Someone To Talk To
I Wish For Someone To Laugh At My Jokes
I Wish For Someone To Not Be Angry At The Bad Things I've Done, But Help Me Get Over Them.
I Wish For Someone To Make My Life Worth Living
I Wish For Someone To Care
I Wish For Someone To Love...

Help Me...

Sigh,

I'm Used, I'm A Tool, I'm Taken For Granted.
This World Sickens Me, Everyone Just Doesn't Give A Shit. I Can Never Get What I Deserve, I Do So Much, I'm Unselfish.

But Why Does This Happen To Me?

I Know I'm Probably Gonna Have Someone Say "OMG EDWIN THERE'S PEOPLE IN WORSE SITUATIONS THAN YOU JUST SHUT UP YOU FUCKING SELFISH FAGGOT"

But I'm Not Gonna Care If I Don't Know Them, So Shut Your Cunt.

Anyway,

I Don't Know Who To Trust Now, I Just Get Things Thrown Back At Me. For All The Nice Things I Do...

I Do 1 Bad Thing, and it feels like the whole world's against me.

Sigh, Fuck This...