Sigh, Fucking Hell

I don't know why, But I'm so nice to people.

And When I am, They Start to drift away from me.

and Then When I stop being too nice, they call me a prick and an asshole.

I DONT GET IT, WHY DONT YOU PEOPLE EVER FUCKING BE HAPPY
WITH WHATEVER YOU GOT WITH ME.

I MAY SEEM LIKE A PUSHOVER BUT THAT GIVES YOU NO FUCKING EXCUSE TO EVER
TREAT ME LIKE SHIT.

NEVER TRUST ANYONE

I can't Trust Anyone in this pathetic world...

When I tell someone a secret, they spread it like swine flu...

Today, I had a conversation with someone, and then some randoms got on that person's msn account and saw the ENTIRE CONVO =__="

I can't trust anyone anymore.....

I'm Sick of it...

WHY

WHY THE FUCK DO I SEEM TO BE THE CENTRE PROBLEM

FOR EVERYTHING!!

EVEN WHEN I DON'T DO ANYTHING, THE BLAME IS PUT ON ME!

IM SICK OF THIS SHIT, IM TIRED OF BEING HITTED AROUND LIKE A PUNCHING BAG

MY OWN PARENTS PUT THE BLAME ON ME, FOR SOMETHING I WOULD NEVER DO!

IM USED ALL THE TIME!


ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!


I WANNA FUCKING SMASH SOMETHING/SOMEONE!

CAUSE NO MORE MR NICE GUY, IMA FUCKING KILL THE NEXT PERSON WHO BLAMES ME, FOR SOMETHING I HAVENT DONE!!!!

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>> Edwin. Kujawski <<

I Need To Fill That Empty Space....

I Seem To Have A Great Life; Good Friends,Nice House,Good Education,I Get Everything I Want....

Well Your Wrong

I need Something to fill the empty space in my heart

Someone To Share My Happiness With

Someone To Love,To Care,Who Will Always Be With Me...No Matter What I Become

Maybe I Never Will Be Loved....Appreciated....

"I'm Sure You Will Find Someone"

I FUCKING HATE IT WHEN PEOPLE SAY THAT

DONT THEY KNOW THE PAIN I FEEL?

I DONT THINK SO, THEY JUST SAY IT TO EITHER WASTE THEIR TIME OR TO TRY TO MAKE ME FEEL BETTER!

YOU KNOW WHAT? DONT TRY TO MAKE ME FEEL BETTER!

UNLESS YOU KNOW HOW TO WITH THE WRITE WORDS

ACTUALLY PLAN TO MAKE ME FEEL BETTER, NOT JUST FUCKING WASTE YOUR VOCAL CORDS!

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Argh...I Can Never Keep My Mouth Shut

WHY CAN I NEVER SHUT UP? I ALWAYS SHOOT MY MOUTH OFF ABOUT THINGS LIKE A BLOODY KNUCKLEHEAD. ARGHH!! AND IM USUALLY THE QUIETEST PERSON IN THE GROUP. WHY? WHY CAN I JUST SHUT UP AND THEN PEOPLE WONT HAVE TO GET PISSED OFF?!?!?!