Wish...

I Wish For Someone Who Is Similar To me, In personality.
I Wish For Someone With A Heart, Not A Cold Blooded Bitch.
I Wish For Someone To Notice my Serious Side.
I Wish For Someone To Not Take Advantage of My Nice Side.
I Wish For Someone To Understand
I Wish For Someone To Talk To Me When I Need Someone To Talk To
I Wish For Someone To Laugh At My Jokes
I Wish For Someone To Not Be Angry At The Bad Things I've Done, But Help Me Get Over Them.
I Wish For Someone To Make My Life Worth Living
I Wish For Someone To Care
I Wish For Someone To Love...

Help Me...

Sigh,

I'm Used, I'm A Tool, I'm Taken For Granted.
This World Sickens Me, Everyone Just Doesn't Give A Shit. I Can Never Get What I Deserve, I Do So Much, I'm Unselfish.

But Why Does This Happen To Me?

I Know I'm Probably Gonna Have Someone Say "OMG EDWIN THERE'S PEOPLE IN WORSE SITUATIONS THAN YOU JUST SHUT UP YOU FUCKING SELFISH FAGGOT"

But I'm Not Gonna Care If I Don't Know Them, So Shut Your Cunt.

Anyway,

I Don't Know Who To Trust Now, I Just Get Things Thrown Back At Me. For All The Nice Things I Do...

I Do 1 Bad Thing, and it feels like the whole world's against me.

Sigh, Fuck This...

Someone Help Me...

I..
I don't know what to do now...

I wanna kill myself..

I wanna end my life...

I don't want anymore pain...

I can't trust ANY of my friends...they're never greatful for anything, They just say thanks and move on... They never showed gratitude.

My Mum and Dad give me shit at home, they call me a failure, an accident, a waste of human life.

Perhaps they're right, I can't do anything right half the time, I'm lazy, I'm easily distracted.

But I do care for my friends, I'd give my life for them...

I'm nice to everyone, I offer to help them sometimes, but they reject me in the most hurtful way.

People Call me a tryhard asian...

You Know What? If You FUCKHEADS who call me a tryhard asian, I'll tell you why I act full asian;

I grew up 2 years of my life in the phillipines, i ate rice and all.

And When my dad picked us up from australia, He always worked for 3 weeks. So I hardly got to bond with him. And So, I bonded with my Asian Mother and I did asiany things. That's why i act full, its my childhood habit, i grew up like this. So FUCK YOU TO WHO CALLS ME A TRYHARD ASIAN!

And What's worse, some people that i helped...called me a tryhard asian..for what i did for them...

They repay me with something that Just hurts me the most...

So now...

All I can think of...

Is Getting Away...

At Any Cost...Even Death....

Because I don't know who I can trust, or who to care for...

Thanks For Reading...<3

_-My Confession-_

This Is My Description Of The REAL Me.

I'm Nice
I'm Kind
I Forgive More Often Than Many People...
I Never Judge For Whatever Reason
I'm Always Judged For Minor Reasons
I Have been told I'm one of the nicest guys ever.
I Have been told I'm a rare type of person.
I Care For My Friends, I'd Die for them.
If I Had Someone, I'd treat her like the world...

Like..Seriously, It Would Be Undescribable.

I Go Out Of My Own Boundaries To Help Someone...

I Hate Being A Mean Person, I feel guilty For nearly everything bad i do, even if it was right.

I don't believe anyone deserves bad punishment,

I believe Everyone deserves a Second Chance..

But..

Why Does The Worst Happen To Me?
To Many People...
It Happens So Often To People Who Care, Who Give and Never Take, Who Sacrifice..

And This Is A Message To The People I Have Hurt...

I'm Sorry....


Thanks For Reading...

Prevented

I want you to see in my heart.
I want you to see in my soul.
I want you to recognize me.
I'm not..
I'm Not a ghost,

I May be to you,

but to me,

You are the stars that inspire me
You are the sun that brightens my day
A Moment without you is a waste of my time...
A Moment with you is the best moment of my life...

But Why Do You Prevent Me From Doing So?

It's The Question That I Want Answered...

But Will You Answer?

I Love You....

I Wish You Could See...
See Through Me...
See My Mind, My Soul...
That Being With You Makes Me Whole...

Angels Envy At Your Smile...
And To See It, I would Run More Than 100 miles...
Your Personality Is As Pure As Clear...
and Writing this Poem Just makes me want you here...

I Want To Hold You,
I Want To Kiss You,
I Want Your Touch
I Want Your Feel
I Want Your Love
Your Love That Is Real...




Edwin Kujawski 2009

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Introduction UPDATE

This Is Just A Recent and more Detailed Bio Of Me.

My Name is Edward Lato Axel Kujawski Jr.

I was Born On the 8th Of March 1995.

I'm Part Filipino,Japanese and Australian.

I'm More On My Asian Side Since I Grew Up 2 Years of my Life in the Phillipines,
and When we moved to Australia, Dad Always had to work and I lived with my Asian Mummy :3

I Love Playing My Xbox 360 xD

I Like To listen to RnB,Hardtrance,and a little screamo.

I Value my Friendships and bonds quite a lot. I understand the true meaning of a true friend.

I Love to eat, omg, my appetite is massive O_O"

I like Poetry.

I'm Emotional, But I Can Stand Up For Myself.

I Know What I want in life, and I Will Achieve it! DATTEBAYO! LOL

I'm Not A Goody Two-Shoes At School, But I'm Not a full rebel, xD

I like magnums and potatochips...(AND EAT IT)

I <3 Death note and Anime...A LOT

According To My Friends, I'm Cool, and Funny ;D


Thanks For Reading...