I don't know why, But I'm so nice to people.
And When I am, They Start to drift away from me.
and Then When I stop being too nice, they call me a prick and an asshole.
I DONT GET IT, WHY DONT YOU PEOPLE EVER FUCKING BE HAPPY
WITH WHATEVER YOU GOT WITH ME.
I MAY SEEM LIKE A PUSHOVER BUT THAT GIVES YOU NO FUCKING EXCUSE TO EVER
TREAT ME LIKE SHIT.
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
NEVER TRUST ANYONE
I can't Trust Anyone in this pathetic world...
When I tell someone a secret, they spread it like swine flu...
Today, I had a conversation with someone, and then some randoms got on that person's msn account and saw the ENTIRE CONVO =__="
I can't trust anyone anymore.....
When I tell someone a secret, they spread it like swine flu...
Today, I had a conversation with someone, and then some randoms got on that person's msn account and saw the ENTIRE CONVO =__="
I can't trust anyone anymore.....
Friday, September 4, 2009
I'm Sick of it...
WHY
WHY THE FUCK DO I SEEM TO BE THE CENTRE PROBLEM
FOR EVERYTHING!!
EVEN WHEN I DON'T DO ANYTHING, THE BLAME IS PUT ON ME!
IM SICK OF THIS SHIT, IM TIRED OF BEING HITTED AROUND LIKE A PUNCHING BAG
MY OWN PARENTS PUT THE BLAME ON ME, FOR SOMETHING I WOULD NEVER DO!
IM USED ALL THE TIME!
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I WANNA FUCKING SMASH SOMETHING/SOMEONE!
CAUSE NO MORE MR NICE GUY, IMA FUCKING KILL THE NEXT PERSON WHO BLAMES ME, FOR SOMETHING I HAVENT DONE!!!!
__________________
>> Edwin. Kujawski <<
WHY THE FUCK DO I SEEM TO BE THE CENTRE PROBLEM
FOR EVERYTHING!!
EVEN WHEN I DON'T DO ANYTHING, THE BLAME IS PUT ON ME!
IM SICK OF THIS SHIT, IM TIRED OF BEING HITTED AROUND LIKE A PUNCHING BAG
MY OWN PARENTS PUT THE BLAME ON ME, FOR SOMETHING I WOULD NEVER DO!
IM USED ALL THE TIME!
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I WANNA FUCKING SMASH SOMETHING/SOMEONE!
CAUSE NO MORE MR NICE GUY, IMA FUCKING KILL THE NEXT PERSON WHO BLAMES ME, FOR SOMETHING I HAVENT DONE!!!!
__________________
>> Edwin. Kujawski <<
Wednesday, September 2, 2009
I Need To Fill That Empty Space....
I Seem To Have A Great Life; Good Friends,Nice House,Good Education,I Get Everything I Want....
Well Your Wrong
I need Something to fill the empty space in my heart
Someone To Share My Happiness With
Someone To Love,To Care,Who Will Always Be With Me...No Matter What I Become
Maybe I Never Will Be Loved....Appreciated....
"I'm Sure You Will Find Someone"
I FUCKING HATE IT WHEN PEOPLE SAY THAT
DONT THEY KNOW THE PAIN I FEEL?
I DONT THINK SO, THEY JUST SAY IT TO EITHER WASTE THEIR TIME OR TO TRY TO MAKE ME FEEL BETTER!
YOU KNOW WHAT? DONT TRY TO MAKE ME FEEL BETTER!
UNLESS YOU KNOW HOW TO WITH THE WRITE WORDS
ACTUALLY PLAN TO MAKE ME FEEL BETTER, NOT JUST FUCKING WASTE YOUR VOCAL CORDS!
thanksforreading
Well Your Wrong
I need Something to fill the empty space in my heart
Someone To Share My Happiness With
Someone To Love,To Care,Who Will Always Be With Me...No Matter What I Become
Maybe I Never Will Be Loved....Appreciated....
"I'm Sure You Will Find Someone"
I FUCKING HATE IT WHEN PEOPLE SAY THAT
DONT THEY KNOW THE PAIN I FEEL?
I DONT THINK SO, THEY JUST SAY IT TO EITHER WASTE THEIR TIME OR TO TRY TO MAKE ME FEEL BETTER!
YOU KNOW WHAT? DONT TRY TO MAKE ME FEEL BETTER!
UNLESS YOU KNOW HOW TO WITH THE WRITE WORDS
ACTUALLY PLAN TO MAKE ME FEEL BETTER, NOT JUST FUCKING WASTE YOUR VOCAL CORDS!
thanksforreading
Argh...I Can Never Keep My Mouth Shut
WHY CAN I NEVER SHUT UP? I ALWAYS SHOOT MY MOUTH OFF ABOUT THINGS LIKE A BLOODY KNUCKLEHEAD. ARGHH!! AND IM USUALLY THE QUIETEST PERSON IN THE GROUP. WHY? WHY CAN I JUST SHUT UP AND THEN PEOPLE WONT HAVE TO GET PISSED OFF?!?!?!
Monday, August 31, 2009
Old poem
To The one in my Heart.
When I met you at the very start.
You were happy, you were bright.
When I’m with you it always feels right.
If we were to be together or to be lying in the snow
I want you to know, I would never let go.
To see you smile or to see you laugh.
To know that our love will always last.
Time on you, I would spend.
Looking into your beautiful eyes, loving you until the end.
But Sometimes I Wish, you could see through.
Into my Heart and soul, that I actually love you.
Don’t Be Surprised or be alarmed.
If I was the one to protect you from harm.
Without you, I couldn’t even breathe.
I wouldn’t let you leave.
To Stop you from making the bad choices.
And When you listen to those voices.
Or when you are near those fears.
I will be there to dry those tears
Hearing that melodious voice that you have profound,
Ensures me that your safe and sound.
Seeing the reflection of the sea in your eyes,
Enriches your beauty that never subsides,
And here’s a Quick Message, to those who judge me.
I’m not always what I seem to be.
I’m Kind and Tender.
If I was loved I would be happy forever...
and to those out there, who fuck with me,
I will eat you,
Like how the decepticons thrashed bumblebee.
What you have just read.
Is what is always inside my head
when I’m happy, when I’m glad
When I’m Pissed or when I’m sad
I think of the one I love.
And Pray to the stars above.
Even Though She doesn’t love me back.
I know I’m On the Right track.
To Win her Heart.
I’ve been doing this from the very start.
And I will continue.
Until you see through.
My Heart and soul.
In the Certain area that says I love you.
And Thank you, who decided to spend their valuable time.
To Read what was in my mind.
When You could have talked on msn,
Or looked on someone else’s MySpace profile from there and then.
As I said before, never let your eyes deceive you.
Because My Heart and Soul are just as true.
As saying to her, I love you...
When I met you at the very start.
You were happy, you were bright.
When I’m with you it always feels right.
If we were to be together or to be lying in the snow
I want you to know, I would never let go.
To see you smile or to see you laugh.
To know that our love will always last.
Time on you, I would spend.
Looking into your beautiful eyes, loving you until the end.
But Sometimes I Wish, you could see through.
Into my Heart and soul, that I actually love you.
Don’t Be Surprised or be alarmed.
If I was the one to protect you from harm.
Without you, I couldn’t even breathe.
I wouldn’t let you leave.
To Stop you from making the bad choices.
And When you listen to those voices.
Or when you are near those fears.
I will be there to dry those tears
Hearing that melodious voice that you have profound,
Ensures me that your safe and sound.
Seeing the reflection of the sea in your eyes,
Enriches your beauty that never subsides,
And here’s a Quick Message, to those who judge me.
I’m not always what I seem to be.
I’m Kind and Tender.
If I was loved I would be happy forever...
and to those out there, who fuck with me,
I will eat you,
Like how the decepticons thrashed bumblebee.
What you have just read.
Is what is always inside my head
when I’m happy, when I’m glad
When I’m Pissed or when I’m sad
I think of the one I love.
And Pray to the stars above.
Even Though She doesn’t love me back.
I know I’m On the Right track.
To Win her Heart.
I’ve been doing this from the very start.
And I will continue.
Until you see through.
My Heart and soul.
In the Certain area that says I love you.
And Thank you, who decided to spend their valuable time.
To Read what was in my mind.
When You could have talked on msn,
Or looked on someone else’s MySpace profile from there and then.
As I said before, never let your eyes deceive you.
Because My Heart and Soul are just as true.
As saying to her, I love you...
K, First Things First
My Names Edward Lato Axel Kujawski Jr :P
But Everyone calls me Edwin : ) Even My Parents -_-"
Well, I'm 14, I Go To BCC, It's an Okay School ^_^
I'm Filipino/Polish/Jap/English, the Filipino and Jap is from Mum's Side and The Polish and English is From my Dad's ^_^
I'm Addicted To Video Games, I've Got Every Next Gen Console (360.Ps3,Wii,DS,) Except PSP T.T
I'm The Laziest Fuck You Could Ever Meet, But Also The SMARTEST Laziest Fuck ;)
I Know My Shit When It Comes To Life, I've Had My Fair Share Of Struggles and Pain and Depression. yes I Know I Said And twice.
I'm Addicted To my Computer, I spend 3/4 of my life Playing My Video Games and Compute...and My Self Hawhawhaw...Nah jks : P
I hate Falling in love, Cause then i get depressed when i fuck things up, and then i make suicide attempts, and then i go to hell :S
yes Yes I'm religious, I'm Catholic :3
I'm Now part Blonde, cause I Bleached my hair, but only a part of it.
I Started this blog cause I'm bored and i like pouring my heart out : D
But Everyone calls me Edwin : ) Even My Parents -_-"
Well, I'm 14, I Go To BCC, It's an Okay School ^_^
I'm Filipino/Polish/Jap/English, the Filipino and Jap is from Mum's Side and The Polish and English is From my Dad's ^_^
I'm Addicted To Video Games, I've Got Every Next Gen Console (360.Ps3,Wii,DS,) Except PSP T.T
I'm The Laziest Fuck You Could Ever Meet, But Also The SMARTEST Laziest Fuck ;)
I Know My Shit When It Comes To Life, I've Had My Fair Share Of Struggles and Pain and Depression. yes I Know I Said And twice.
I'm Addicted To my Computer, I spend 3/4 of my life Playing My Video Games and Compute...and My Self Hawhawhaw...Nah jks : P
I hate Falling in love, Cause then i get depressed when i fuck things up, and then i make suicide attempts, and then i go to hell :S
yes Yes I'm religious, I'm Catholic :3
I'm Now part Blonde, cause I Bleached my hair, but only a part of it.
I Started this blog cause I'm bored and i like pouring my heart out : D
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